Hey you there, really i feel guilty so freaking much about what I've done to you . I mean, here I am, leaving you behind with those problems unsolved. I just feel like a miff person, arbitrarily having the best friend ever solve problems in my way. Oh god, i didn't realize that people are different. You and I, we're totally different. I'm sorry for being too logic to help you out of your problems, I just didn't think that you're too soft to accept my wild thoughts. You really are a great great person, you have heart, you have self-esteem, you appreciate people, you have compassion, you are decent, and you are an amazing high grade student (I think you should buy new helmet after reading this >:). And ME?? I just a lower side of student, having a shallow mind, having no idea about how deep your problems are, always thinking that every problems have equations and what we have to do just find the value of x. Oh my effing god, how poor my life is.
Despite our big difference (and you totally the upper side), I'm so thank to you, thanks for being such a really wonderful friend, thanks for showing me the cool part of life, thanks for presenting me the greatest high school student ever, thanks for making me feel like a know-nothing-child. And for the most grateful thing, thank you for sharing your problems with me. You know, kind of world I live in, it's too much fun, fulfilled by singing and dancing and laughing out loud, too heaven, lack of challenge. And being friend with you really makes my world become cooler. Every tears you drop really are worthy with your problems, and every problems you have really are cool. You know, every time you started to told your problems, I always thought, wooooow you are really cool! and you told me that, so woooow I'm pretty much cool now! And I'm kinda happy if you let me see the cooler part of this life.
Well, I know that this writing is very much different with yours. And this is just kind of a light writing you read while drinking tea, not like yours which I always read repeatedly with my full concern. And this is what I can (again, how poor my life is aaaaaarggh!)
thank you so much darling ..
xoxo,
yours
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