Wait, till I Know It's Right

I know it's a wrong decision to love the wrong person.

We're friends. Definitely friends. When we met and played and laughed together, i found him as my friend, truly friend. At the night when he texted me something unimportant something general, i still found him as my friend, who asked anything to me. When I looked at him deeply, talked to him in mad, i found my heart said 'jeez really i wanna mad with you but i cant'. When he made me on edge and i looked at him then i found myself laughing, set me free. At the day i couldn't find him around me, at the night when i knew i still couldn't meet him tomorrow, i found my self missing him.

I don't like in this condition.

Some of my friends ever talked to me,

"I thought you were going to be together with him."

"Huh? Why?

"It's kind like, you two looked like being together"

"What? Hey, we're friends"

"I don't know, it's kinda like that, you get on him, sort of."

Uhh well, I know it's hard to care, to love someone, but someday i'm gonna have the feeling of it, for the right person, whether it's gonna be him or not, i truly trying not to care about it because thinking all the time about who he really is on myself or will we are going to be together can make my mind sort of a mess. And i'm definitely sure what i have to think about in current is how i can get into a good college, which i hope it would be UI. For you boy, you're still my friend whose way to make me laugh always be missed, thanks for it anyway. And love, i'm gonna reach you in the right time for the right person. Wait, till I know it's right.